Sixteenth Of A Million

I’ve been inside my house since Saturday, I’m too tired of the outside world, for me, it has the feeling that it hasn’t changed at all in a very long time. Same people, doing the same clichés, being miserable, and still having a fake or not proper kind of fun that doesn’t come from the very inside of each one of them. They forgot how to react to anything that happens around them having a proper judgment, whether they like what they are hearing, what they are seeing, or even what they are feeling, finding them so attached to other people’s worries, likes, and most of all, personalities. Not realizing how much this, means suicide to their souls. I’ve trusted a lot of people telling me how amazing they are and then, unconsciously, show me all of their arrangements they’ve made with themselves according to what people have approved on them because they have seen it on somebody that has been true to him/her self. So that’s how it works, I mean, you like some reaction, song, smell, brand, food, because a person told you that it was good, yeah, it was good for that person’s soul but not for you, not for your inside, You have to ask it to yourself, not caring at all about what other people might say or, overall, react. If you are reading this, and you are from the same place I am, you can tell it’s true. Clichés are driving our society, and it depends on you if you want to be a duplicate, have another soul that has been already taken, and kill yours, or have a beautiful and unique one. It’s something I’ve been fighting since, everything I do, it seems weird to other people at my age, Is it that bad being different?, I don’t think so, I’m in love with myself, and not going to change because you tell me to. I have been only listening to myself and it has been working so well. Yes, we all have defects, and how many times we have been told that they make us what we are?, what we have to do, is to embrace them and try to fix them and then, a virtue will be born, its basic psychology. Now, bad critics or gossips are not good for souls, especially for the one that says them. Think twice before making one out loud, because it will be intoxicating your inside, and showing crystal clear your insecurities to others. If you are attacked by one, pay no attention because it will show that you are in fact, related with it.
It’s amazing how all of this works without being taught or told, our subconscious knowing it all somehow, make us react the same way.
I don’t know if I made any sense because I wrote everything that came to my head, and English it’s my second language, so my skills are kind of null.